the roughest roads often lead to the top.

waiting for father, then chattanooga with him for the night.

i’m driving half way, too :).

eating out, swimming, getting ready, seeing shinedown<3, then staying in some hotel by the show that is amazing.

pictures tmrw, i’m sure.

phone’s on:).

done with the drama,

throwin’ up the duces.

:)

i have a lot of things that i really feel like i need to get out.

first of all - i don’t know what in the world i would do without my friends. i’ve realized that in the last few weeks, more than ever. thank you, to my very best friends, cierra and carley, for always giving me a reason to keep my head held high. for giving me a pick me up, when i hardly deserve them to speak to me. thank you two, and all my other friends. being there for me here lately has shown me how great you guys really are. i love you.<3

second - my dad and i have somewhat grown apart, the older i have gotten. some because of him, some because of me, some because of mom and some because of life. it happens. here lately, though, we have been fixing our relationship. i have always, and will always, be daddy’s little girl, we had just stopped spending time together. lately, we eat more together, we get things done more together, and we’ve just gotten to be the old us. the joined at the hip us, again. dad, i love you more than anyone. you have truthfully ALWAYS been there. when mom wasn’t, when no one else was, you were. i can never thank you enough for all the unconditional love, even when i didn’t need it.

third - life has been difficult the past few weeks. between lots of drama, and rumors, going around about myself, and my bestfriends. it’s causing a lot of problems, and REALLY has been getting me down. i don’t know what i’d do without all the people that support me 24/7, right now. i think about just dropping everything, and giving up sometimes, but in the end, that makes me push harder. i know who i am, and everyone around me that actually gets to know me, knows who i am, and they know all of these things aren’t true. to everyone that gets to know the real me, thank you.

so, happiness : sometimes it seems so far away, and sometimes i feel like it’s right in front of me. i have so many things to be thankful for, and i take that for-granted all the time. i pray that i stop doing that.

i pray every night for God to give me the grace to accept with serenity the things that cannot be changed, courage to change the things which should be changed, and the wisdom to distinguish the one from the other.

i need some changes in my life, and i need some things to say the same.
God, i’m following you in every step of the way. everything i’m needing right now, i’m giving you the reins to steer me in the right direction. praying for the knowledge to know what to change, and what to keep.

things will get better.<3

please say a prayer for me tonight.

my day started off good, but ended really rough. a lot of things are going on with me right now, and i’m beginning to not even feel like myself anymore. i’d appreciate if you’d pray for me. i want and need things to get better.

i know what i want in my life, and i’m stubborn enough to not give up until i get them. i have so many bad surroundings. enough to know that you get nothing by sitting around. i will get the things i want and need in my life, because i will get out there and go get them.

thanks for all my friends who have been helping me keep my head up lately, i love you guys <3.